Thursday, March 5, 2015
I know I have not written. There is very good reason for that. Tomorrow, we will find out if we are moving to another home or not. Should find out tomorrow. We are very nervous and scared and excited at the same time. We went this past weekend to look at a few houses. Fell in love with one of them. Took the kids back the next day to see it. All loved it despite their protests on the way up there. This move would be huge leaving everything we love behind. It will be hard. Not going to lie. Warren is still at the same job. That would not change. Going to Duke and UNC for medical care would not change. Our primary doctor, dentist, eye doctor, therapists, etc. would all change. All the people we have come to love and trust would change. That part is very, very hard. We all hate this part. Friends we hold dear who mean the world for us and have done more for our kids than I can ever do for theirs. We have had the opportunity to live in a wonderful area and been blessed with people with hearts of gold. Truly, we have. Not exaggerating. And this is not a move across town where we would be able to visit often. But in the long run, we must do what is best for the family as a whole and our kids that are slowly but surely growing up. There will be lots to share once I know for certain we are moving. Part of me wants it to fall through. Not because I don't want the house but b/c I wouldn't have to leave them all behind. All the friendships, all the places that know us, the kids' youth group they've come to love and much, much more. It has been a whirlwind of a week and a big mix of emotions. Just thought I'd share so you all didn't think we disappeared. More to come as soon as I find out more. The weather has been awful this week and they've had no soccer practices. Tomorrow is another two hour delay. And we are totally dreading daylight savings time this weekend. More to come in the next day or so.